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Success: What is it Good For?

I’ve been thinking about success a lot these days–what it means, what happens if you fail, what happens if you don’t fail.

Is the journey really the point, or are we just making ourselves feel better about our failures when we invoke the journey? Is it better to aim high and land somewhere south of the benchmark? Or is it better to aim low at first and then set our sights a little bit higher the next time?

And always, always the question: does any of this really matter at the end of the day, week, month, lifetime?

On Twitter this week, I ran across a video of a little girl, maybe three years old who was attempting to nail a standing jump onto a plastic step about a foot away from her. Jump. Fall. Jump. Tumble. Jump. Slip. Over and over and over. A father-figure/coach enters the picture, gives her encouragement. Her eyes narrow, her mouth sets, her limbs tense as she stares at the step. It seems she is visualizing herself making that jump. She waits, waits, waits…then bursts up and onto the step, nailing the landing. She pumps her fists and screams, “Yah!” and celebrates with her mentor. It was a joyous moment to behold.

What did this girl learn from her experience? Confidence, I imagine. Belief in herself and her abilities. Perseverance, for sure, and trust that others also want us to succeed. Couldn’t we all use a little bit of this in our lives?

But what if she had failed…that day and for many days after? And how many days prior to this moment had she been working toward her goal? We don’t know from the video. What if she’d never succeeded in hitting that benchmark?

So far, all I’ve come up with are questions. Let’s see if we can find some answers.

Three Thoughts on Success

One: Wu Wei Is Our Friend

Quite a few years ago, I stumbled across Taoism, not as a religion but as a philosophy, and when I keep these principles in mind, I find myself having a much more friendly relationship with success.

Wu Wei is a concept that was developed by Chinese philosophers centuries ago. Wu Wei means “doing by not-doing.” Taoism recognizes that everything in the world has its own nature and rhythms, including ourselves, and to work against these natural forces is a waste of energy. For example, wishing you could go back in time and make a different decision is futile. We can’t go back in time. Why expend one bit of your energy on useless, wishful regret? However, reviewing the circumstances and deciding to make a different choice the next time? That is going with the flow of the universe. Already you feel more empowered saying, “I can’t change what’s in the past, but I can do better in the future.”

Striving–actively seeking success–is not the Wu Wei way. Neither is giving up and doing nothing. To me, Wu Wei is about going with the flow toward your goal and making adjustments along the way.

In my own life, my goal is to make a modest living by writing. Striving for “success” as a writer is infinitely more stressful to me than simply writing, practicing my craft, and putting my work out into the universe whether on this blog, on Wattpad, ghostwriting, or submitting to magazines and publishers. When I’m mindful of this situation, I realize that by writing every day, participating in writing groups in a non-competitive manner, reading good books in order to learn new techniques, and sharing and submitting my work, I am moving with life toward my goal rather than fighting against it by insisting on success.  

Of course, there are times when I forget this and get discouraged. I push too hard and become stressed and anxious. In striving, I become worried about success and failure, and this negatively impacts the quality of my writing–not to mention my inner peace and enjoyment of life and my work. Stress leads to imbalance in the mind and body, so even if all that striving somehow “worked,” the dark side of that success might cast a deep shadow on the light.

Here are a couple of articles on the concept of Wu Wei:

Two: Success and Failure Are Equally Dangerous

Here is part of a poem by Lao Zhu about success and failure which, according to Taoist philosophy, are equally dangerous.

The Tao 13 by Lao Zhu

Success is as dangerous as failure.

Hope is as hollow as fear.

What does it mean that success is a dangerous as failure?

Whether you go up the ladder or down it,

your position is shaky.

When you stand with your two feet on the ground,

you will always keep your balance.

Here, Lao Zhu compares success to a ladder. Achieving success,  we find ourselves standing on the rungs of a shaky construct. A gust of wind could blow us over. A tremor in the earth could knock us down. The winds of change–in society or the business climate or our industry–make us vulnerable. We may become unbalanced in other ways such becoming prideful or forgetting to nurture our relationships with loved ones. We may even become unethical in our attempts to gain success or to remain “on top.”

Failure, or climbing down the ladder, makes us vulnerable in different ways. Unhappiness, discouragement, anxiety, self-loathing, negative self-esteem, anger–these are all emotional reactions to failure that can affect our health and well-being.

However, if we live in the moment–on the ground, so to speak–not climbing up or down, we are balanced, solid, mindful. Being on the ground means doing the work, practicing our craft or vocation, being mindful of the present and of the world around us. It means seeing what needs to be done and doing it, not to climb the ladder, but rather to accomplish the work. Hope (for success) or fear (of failure) lose their power when we are mindful of ourselves in the moment.

It is difficult not to wade around in the shallow emotions of hope and fear, but in the end, planning to do a task is more meaningful than wishful or fearful thinking. Which of the following three sentences is most robust?

“I hope I win that writing contest.”

“I’m afraid I’m not going to win that writing contest.”

“I will write this short story and enter it in the writing contest.”

I have to admit this concept is difficult for me because I also believe in the Law of Attraction, but I think there is a difference between hoping and visualizing. It is not enough to hope you will finish that novel, build that business, cook that gourmet meal, or learn to speak that second language. Visualize yourself doing it, sure. Then go out and do it. Which leads us to…

Three: Don’t Try, Do

To quote Yoda, “Try not! Do or do not. There is no try.”  

Sometimes we like to fool ourselves into thinking we are doing something when really we are making a half-hearted effort. I think this half-hearted effort is what is meant here by “trying.” If you want to sweep the floor, you wouldn’t simply try to sweep the floor. You’d get out a broom and dustpan and begin sweeping dirt. If you want to write a novel, you sit down and write the novel, you don’t sit down and try to write the novel. It might be a really horrible, bad, silly, or unreadable novel, but you would write it. Trying is nothing. Meaningless.

Now, that’s not even to say a horrible, bad , silly, unreadable novel is a “failure.” Because you aren’t thinking in terms of success and failure anymore! You did not succeed or fail. You wrote a novel. Good for you!

There is another meaning of the word “try,” however, and that is “experiment.” You can try a new recipe, which really means you are experimenting with new ingredients or using a different cooking technique. If the recipe isn’t pleasing, the next time you can try different ingredients or a lower oven temperature. In any case, this kind of trying is still doing. It’s different than saying, “I’m going to try to bake a cake,” getting out all the ingredients and then staring at the bowl instead of breaking a few eggs and stirring in the flour!

Trying a new craft technique or genre when you write a novel is still doing, not trying. Ack! My head is beginning to hurt thinking about all this.  

Final Thoughts

We all have our own goals and reasons for wanting to reach those goals. We also live in a world that glorifies success and achievement, often equating success with material wealth, societal status, and physical desirability. On social media, we are bombarded by images that act as scorecards in this game we’ve set up for ourselves, and if we aren’t mindful we can become anxious and depressed when we are tempted to compare our lives with what we see.

In the U.S.A. our very economic and societal system is based on competition. Money is the scorecard. And even though we KNOW the richest people are often no happier than the rest of us, we somehow still believe getting rich, famous, and successful will make us happy.

Even though I’ve been aware of these Taoist principles for years, I still find myself worrying about failure, doubting my abilities, and striving–often unhappily–for success. Ironically, when I do finally reach some level of success, it feels like a letdown in a way, and then I begin to think, “What if that’s it? What if I never succeed again?”

Ugh! This is no way to live!

I’ve begun writing a new novel on Wattpad. This is a story idea I’ve been turning over in my mind for two years. But what is happening? I’m worried about failing. I’m worried it won’t be as successful as other stories I’ve posted. I’m worried it will be a lot of effort for no return.

But then I have to ask myself, what return do I expect to get? The first, most successful book I published on Wattpad was written entirely and purely as an experiment. I had fun. I had no expectations. I just wanted to see what would happen, and I believe that spirit of creativity and fun came out in the writing. Success with that book put me on a shaky ladder and now I’m trembling there. Time to climb down and put my feet on the ground and just write.

For anyone interested in checking out the new story on Wattpad, here is a link to Rosalie Porter’s Hot & Steam Sex Scandal. 

What about you? I’d love to hear your thoughts on success and failure. Please leave a comment below, and if you liked this post consider sharing it with people who might also find it useful or inspiring.

This Post Has 15 Comments

  1. “Far away in the sunshine are my highest inspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see the beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead.”~~ Louisa May Alcott

    1. Wendy, I love this quote. How did you ever find it? Anyway, yes. I think of inspirations more as glimmers, sort of ethereal and unformed, and while writing the story, they become more solid and colorful, more real. How the finished product comes out, well, that’s just hard work and craft and practice.

      Love, S.

  2. When I began reading your blog, I apparently wasn’t listening because I had some preconceived notions about some comments I would make. You have covered the bases — pre-answered my comments. I think you have been masterful in sharing this important subject. And Lao Zhu is one of my favorites.

    My favorite line: “Striving–actively seeking success–is not the Wu Wei way. Neither is giving up and doing nothing. To me, wu wei is about going with the flow toward your goal and making adjustments along the way”.

    I have had four sailboats and all were named “wu wei” and I am now working on my fifth restoration which will be wu wei V. I practice wu wei when I am restoring the boats — I live in wu wei whenever I sail.

    You can see the essence of wu wei in the face of the little girl in the video… she is totally engaged and I don’t think she is worried about failure.

    Thanks for sharing.

    1. Oh, Dennis! Thank you! I love that you name your boats wu wei. So perfect for a sailboat, harnessing the wind, going with it to get where you want to go. Love the metaphor in it, too. Thank you for reading the blog and taking the time to write such a thoughtful comment in response. Cheer! Shelley

  3. Shelly at times I have struggled with drepession in part because life is so much about competition when I was younger I loved to compete but have found that now I just want to live life be happy make enough money to pay for the the things I need and a few wants I am 57 years old and learning to play the piano something I should have done along time ago

    1. Hi Gary. Thank you for reading and taking the time to write such a thoughtful and honest response. Competition can drive us to “make things happen” but as you point out, it is stressful. Stress leads to anxiety and then depression, often, if we are at all sensitive to our own inner selves and others. We either feel “better than” or “less than,” pride or poor self-esteem–not helpful to ourselves or society! Your observations about what you need to be happy are thoughtful/mindful. That is so cool about the piano! I love that.

  4. I needed this right now. Thank you for these musings. I’m coming around to a lot of them myself, but it sure is nice to hear it affirmed! Nice post!

    1. Hi Joyce. I hope more of us can get “into the flow” rather than fighting against it. We have so much anxiety these days, and we can benefit from mindfulness. Thanks for reading and responding!

  5. Loved reading your ideas on success and failure, and … living. It really stuck a chord with me, reminding me to recenter myself.

    1. Thank you for reading and commenting, Debbie. This blog was a reminder to myself, as well.

  6. The last principle is a good one; in doing (both big and small) we grow. But I’ve always felt that success and failure are reflections, an after-the-fact, of the “do”, and the goal or dream is what is strived for.. . Thank you for the wonderful perspective!

    1. Hi, Maureen, and thanks for stopping in! I love that perspective you share about success and failure being only reflections. That perspective really changes everything, doesn’t it? I’m so happy to start a conversation about this topic and hear others’ ideas for mindful living.

  7. Your musings are right on the mark. A long time ago I was told that trying is lying. Don’t try, just start doing it and see where it leads you. Thanks for your writing.

    1. I like that: trying is lying.

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